Epiphany

Sorry for the long hiatus peeps, but a lot has gone on with my life.

3 am last Saturday, I was driving back from a night of (sober) partying at the good old Virginia Beach Oceanfront when I fell asleep behind the wheel of Reggie(my Chevy) and ran into a bunch of trees. One totaled car, one swollen right eye(picture 'Ye when he crashed his Lexus), one reckless driving ticket and a bunch of bruises later, I'm glad to say I'm doing just fine. Yes I'm heartbroken to not have a car anymore, but I feel so blessed to not have lost my life, that's all I could think about while they wheeled me through the emergency room. I really think that the accident was God's way of telling me to slow down and reminding me that I am NOT invincible and that I could be gone any minute.

Anywho, I'm focusing on becoming a more independent and responsible person. I'm getting my first apartment next month, which I've already spent about 800 bucks on in rent and fees, but I'm pretty sure it's gonna be worth it. And of course I wouldn't be able to finance my wonderful 4 bedroom townhouse without my job as a demon watcher a.k.a camp counselor. My kids are craaaazzy(more on them later) but overall it's pretty fun. One of my coworkers started to show some interest in me but of course...he's in a relationship. And while I was tempted to take him up on his offer as he rubbed my thigh underneath the table during a Arts and Crafts time, I decided to decline, especially since I'm still trying to sort out this mess with Corey. The less drama in my life the better.

Since I'm so tired of talking about my life, people PLEASE let me know what's going on in your lives, or at least let me know you're updating your blog.

xoxoAmbs

Work Bitch!!!

Simply Fabulous.

Excuse my absence from the blog. Work at the Youth Center has pretty much taken over my life...I'm always tired and I use my weekends for rejuvenation.

About DAMN TIME!

It's the first of the month

EVERYONE knows what that means.

Throw it in bag

I've been lusting over this bag for months. Damn I can't wait to start my job as a camp counselor!

My life is so dull since I'm broke.

Whaaaaaaat?

Trey Songz has been taking a lot of other people's songs and putting his own spin on it. And this one is...well...damn.

Songz Medley - Trey Songz

Eat Shit, Die

Bitter Ex - Charles Hamilton

I need venting.

So there's these two girls who I used to best friends with (well, one of them anyway), and we went our separate ways last semester. I hate losing friends, but hey sometimes you have to lose something to gain something. Anyways, I've been pretty mellow about our split, but I guess some people just can't let shit go.

Since our breakup, these childish and dense girls have sent rude and immature text messages to my phone, had random girls call my cell phone (i guess to "scare" me into being friends with them again.), shown up at my job (when it was my day off, dumb hoes.), talked shit about me to our mutual friends without explaining why we aren't friends anymore, and of course...devoted their facebook statuses to me without acknowledging me.

And through all of this I've just managed to let it go...but the most hilarious thing happened yesterday...one of them had the nerve to Facebook message me, requesting that I remove ALL of our pictures together on my Facebook. I couldn't even get angry, all I could do was laugh...you expect me to remove photos that I took, meaning they are my personal property, just because you don't like me??? Ha.

And to top it off, one of them is following me on TWITTER. If only she realized the irony in her "following" me. I understand that your life has been pretty empty since the demise of our friendship, but are you really going to show interest in the trivial things I write on a Twitter account after you talked alllllll that shit about me? Girrrrrl stop! Actually, don't. I always wondered what it felt like to have groupies.

I'm not even mad really...I just pity you. I feel for you...because I don't know how it feels to have my life(or absence of one in your case) suck so bad that I have to put all of my energy into insulting someone who dropped you from their life a looooooong time. Do you really think that after all these months I care what you think about me? You need to get your shit together. Hell, you probably stalked my Twitter, found this blog and are talking shit about it right now. I pray that one day each of you finds the wisdom to realize our friendship is tainted because you made it that way and learn to move on. And you can take Kanye's advice and "eat shit, die" while you're at it.